I’m sorry you’re feeling this way. Life does seem unfair sometimes and I often have felt like some people live a life of suffering and can’t seem to get away from that dark cloud that follows them.
It’s seems trendy these days to try to practice gratitude. I’ve tried not sure it helps. I’m more in the camp of this is life, life sucks and you just push through. I think having pets keeps me going through life.
Set a new goal. Try again. Talk to someone for support. What do you need to achieve it?

Do you work? That would be a purpose. Do you have children or pets? That would be a purpose. If you really don't feel like you have a purpose, get one, even if that means volunteering. Continue to post here.

Its not easy to live long and be happy. You might need a coach. Look up Tony Robin. He is a famous life coach.

should be Tony Robbins

Thank you. I guess I needed to talk to someone

Big hug Gtb..... I'm sorry you're hurting.... Depression can sure give us that feeling of hopelessness

Are you seeing a doc for this?.... Another hug of support.... xo

I tried to tell a doctor a few times and I was treated like some of a disease. So I keep to myself

You can ask for a referral to a psychiatrist

Many of us see one

A little of the right medication can make a big difference

Shame in your doctor for making you feel this way

Big hug of comfort and support...xo

Your goals can work if you stick to them and also pray often. Try praying everyday. God will comfort you and support you and be there for you in spirit everyday. He speaks through the bible.