you promised me

Y'Vonne, please be okay...I have been praying since last night. You are so special, and so loved by many. Please let us know you are okay. Luv ya! donna

For all the love, support and laughter you have shown us on here Yvonne we are you friends and they dont come any better than us hun. We care and we love you so please talk to us. Damn i wish i could contact you sweetheart. If you wanna talk just pm me your phone number or talk to Rima. Love you hun and please talk to one of usxxxx

Y'Vonne, please. I don't know what more to say. You're the only person I've really got here, I know that's selfish. Oh, I wish I was here for you yesterday. If you could feel how much this hurts, it hurts because I care about you and it is SO wrong that you're suffering. It's so wrong that YOU'RE suffering because from all I've seen you're a wonderful person, and you don't deserve this pain, but I know you've got it anyway and that is so unfair. This must be wrong, and when you come back and say that you're ok I'll rejoice, I'm sure we all will. There won't be any judgement from me, you know that, don't you?
I wish I could help. I wish my words could be so effective they'd cut through all the curtains of confusion, all the barriers of communication and wrap you in warmth and comfort and love, ease your pain.
But most of all, I pray I'm not to late and I hope you find the strength to fight and the strength to come back.
Just-please, Y'Vonne. Please.
You have no idea how much you mean to me. To alot of people. I pray that your pain will lessen for long enough for you to see this.

If anyone hears anything more then could they maybe message me? I don't know what else to do.

Cosy is right - she misses Rainer.

I sent her my phone number in a pm last night - no call from her.

Y'vonne girlfriend - please call me just to say hi - I will be here for a couple of hours then out for a bit but will be home later.

You know me very well dear - I will just listen & NOT tell you what do to - no judgements from me - okay?? & please don't be embarrassed or anything - I don't bite LOL - we have been friends for almost 2 years.

Maybe I can make you laugh?

She is a VERY private person.

Stevey - have you talked to her on msn?

She's been offline ever since I heard of this. Sent her a few messages in hope she'd reply.

I urge anyone with her phone number to contact the authorities and have the number traced, then have them get to the address as soon as is able.

Chances are, being an overdose, she will still be conscious, but in a comatose state needing medical assistance asap.

The authorities must be sent there.

See how easy it is to be fooled by the facade of being the comedian? How long did she feel this way?

What does this have to do with Rainer?

I hope mean is gonna be ok.

Rainer is Bear's very good friend. She left recently.

Thanks Stevey.

From the sound of this post - her man pushed her over the edge :(

Yes stevey, her recent journal entries mentioned some problems there also

I wish I had something constructive to say. I'm just sad. Beasty is a good person who seems to have made an impulsively bad decision. My guess is that she was either drunk when she wrote this or was already feeling the effects of the OD.

Shit, just, you know...

Shit.

exactly

"shit"

No news...from anyone.

Oh please Beastie, please.