Ahh... so I feel as though the last couple years I have had a pretty good handle on my depression, taking my meds and I haven't had another episode in that time. Well, now this spring (spring is when it always starts for me, maybe SAD?) Anyway, this spring I feel another episode coming back. At least twice a week I can't get out of bed until 2pm. As a result it is all I can handle just to keep my schoolwork up to date, so my fiance is getting frustrated that I am not doing things around the house. I finally told him I think my depression is coming back and he understands more. Still, I don't think he will ever fully understand, how could he? I'm just so unhappy that this is happening. I mean, I spent 5 years trying to find the right medication and get over my depression.... I finally did yay! Now two years later it is coming back, am I becoming immune to the medication? This totally sucks, its like a war that never ends that I feel as if I may never win, if only temporarily.