Depression Support Group

Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

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mizzyyyy1
mizzyyyy1

I’m 15 years old and I tried to commit suicide 5 times during this quarantine but multiple times in the past. I just worthless like there’s no point of me living. I feel pain all around my body but I don’t know if it’s all in my head. I just want to die and I’m just tired of living. Life is just hard right now. I wake up at 5 just crying in pain it's like there's nothing there for me. I just want everything to go away. I just want to feel normal again. Like a regular teenager

Community LeaderWanderingVet
WanderingVet
and you SHOULD feel like a regular teenager. You have two choices ... kill yourself, or get help and DON'T kill yourself. I am begging you to Google

Teen suicide

and GET THE HELP YOU NEED. 15 years of life is not enough to fully APPRECIATE life .... it is the ultimate fulfillment. Please contact an expert and get it fixed.
Restful
Restful
I’m so sorry you’re feeling like this. I think you should see a doctor to determine if your pain is actually physiological, or if it may be a symptom of your depression. It’s really important to seek out help since you have been suicidal in the past. You have so much great life ahead of you, and there are ways to manage what you are feeling.
maria718
maria718
You're going through a difficult age group. I wanted to commit suicide like you say. I was actually too scared to do it, because I kept saying to myself "what if it fails"??? No suicide attempt is guaranteed. AND you may come out of it MUCH worse than you are now. Think about it. Find someone to talk to, get things off your chest, you need to talk to someone. If you live near a mental health hospital, they usually have clinics and some of them don't charge.
I wish you luck, I've been there, done that.
deejayincanada
deejayincanada
I was the same at your age. Im 41 now. It does get better. It does. Dont give up. Never be afraid to ask for help. ❤️❤️
cbgrace1980
cbgrace1980
I am so sorry you are feeling this way. Do you have anyone close to you that you can talk to? I want you to know that there is a point to you living: you matter. You might not feel like it, but I want you to know that it's a fact. There are people in this world that love you and you are important to them, even if they aren't making you feel like that right now. Life is very very hard but we are not meant to go through it alone. If you don't have anyone to talk to, keep in touch with us. I promise you that there is a new day coming. You will start to feel normal soon. I'm here for you.
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