Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
Hi, well...
Although I was never "oficially" diagnosed with this condition I'm aware that at least since 2011 I'm not able to feel in control for my mood. I have a very negative vision of life and the world, I'm constantly sad, tired, my motivation for the things I once enjoyed are almost completely gone, I've lost my appetite and I just want to be alone, etc etc. I have constant thoughts of suicide, I overthink alot, I started Self-Harming the next year and it's gotten worse.
However, I've never experienced any major trauma I'm aware of, I do not suffer from any physical illness or condition, neither does any of my friends or family members. I do have a few close friends and a boyfriend which are the only ones that can make me content for a short time. Family life is... ok I guess, even if I chose to isolate myself as much as I can in my room. We do deal with economic difficulties but we have all our needs covered. I did relatively well at school. I can act normal, just some of my friends know something about how I really feel and about my SI.
I don't know what could have caused me to feel this way... I just hate myself and stop caring about life. But I'm now stuck in a vicious cycle where I feel guilty about feeling bad when everything else is just fine.
Does someone else feels this way too? Can someone get depressed and even suicidal without having experienced a major stressor orl ife-changing event?
P.s: Yeah, I am going to a psychologist because of anxiety and stuff although I'm not really sure she takes me seriously, but that's another story...
Although I was never "oficially" diagnosed with this condition I'm aware that at least since 2011 I'm not able to feel in control for my mood. I have a very negative vision of life and the world, I'm constantly sad, tired, my motivation for the things I once enjoyed are almost completely gone, I've lost my appetite and I just want to be alone, etc etc. I have constant thoughts of suicide, I overthink alot, I started Self-Harming the next year and it's gotten worse.
However, I've never experienced any major trauma I'm aware of, I do not suffer from any physical illness or condition, neither does any of my friends or family members. I do have a few close friends and a boyfriend which are the only ones that can make me content for a short time. Family life is... ok I guess, even if I chose to isolate myself as much as I can in my room. We do deal with economic difficulties but we have all our needs covered. I did relatively well at school. I can act normal, just some of my friends know something about how I really feel and about my SI.
I don't know what could have caused me to feel this way... I just hate myself and stop caring about life. But I'm now stuck in a vicious cycle where I feel guilty about feeling bad when everything else is just fine.
Does someone else feels this way too? Can someone get depressed and even suicidal without having experienced a major stressor orl ife-changing event?
P.s: Yeah, I am going to a psychologist because of anxiety and stuff although I'm not really sure she takes me seriously, but that's another story...
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Please open up and get help so you can be properly diagnosed and maybe medicine would help. But first you have to tell someone. Please do so. I grew up depressed with suicidal thoughts and a lot of tears and no one in my family knew and I could've gotten help. I did have several very tramatic events that finally made me see someone and get on the right medication but it doesn't always go that way. I wish I got help when I was young....got a lot of very depressing poetry from it but I never let anyone read it, it was like a journal for me.
Tell someone, please and get help, now. Best wishes.
deb