Good Day all. Im not sure how much longer I can last with my wifes depression. Im tired of the mess in the house, I am tired of the kids asking me for everything when mommy is right here. Only to then hear that I manipulate kids against her. Sex is garbage and depressing (no pun intended), no love and then ofcourse because she is crazy she makes me feel like im the sick one.
I now have situational depression from her. Why did she want to have kids knowing that she was ill mentally even before I came here?
Im young. Is this my life with another human being?
For the past few days i have been a nervous, anxious ball of a person. Sleepless nights and unexplainable nightmares have been slowly tearing at me piece by piece. Then waking up this moring with a feeling of overwhelming sadness that just got worse as the morning went on. Tonight when i got home from work my mom uttered the words i didnt want to hear ever again. My great uncles test results are...
With great sadness, Duke passed away this afternoon at the Vet's office. They found a large tumour in his stomach.They only gave him a couple of days.I made a choice, so he would no longer suffer. I got to spend about an hour with him & held him as he went to sleep.He is beside his brother Fred now & god will take care of them until we meet again.Thank you for your prayers.Hugs!Brooke