Can't hold the weight of my wife's depression
Good Day all. Im not sure how much longer I can last with my wifes depression. Im tired of the mess in the house, I am tired of the kids asking me for everything when mommy is right here. Only to then hear that I manipulate kids against her. Sex is garbage and depressing (no pun intended), no love and then ofcourse because she is crazy she makes me feel like im the sick one.
I now have situational depression from her. Why did she want to have kids knowing that she was ill mentally even before I came here?
Im young. Is this my life with another human being?
I'm new here. I'm feeling desperate and don't know what to do. I'm so depressed. I can't think of anything that would help. I can't imagine it can get any worse. I don't want to bother anyone with this. No one understands.