Did something happen to trigger your feelings? Please call the hospital or a crisis line and seek help.

Just the same crap over and over family fighting the world sucks I'm tired of me and my fucked up self

I'm sorry you're going through this, it's hard to deal with family fighting. Is it your family of origin, like your mom and dad, or do you have kids that are fighting? What is it about yourself you're tired of?

No,, it wouldn't be okay if you just died, and you are needed here because we love you, and you have helped many people with your posts. I know how you are feeling today but we just have to stick together and help each other as much as we can. Hang in there hon, okay? Lots of hugs.

It's my mom and sister mostly they waste so much time fighting because of my sisters husband and stuff, my whole family has always fought alot I think that's where some my anxiety came from cause as a kid the fights were frequent and bad I love them all too pieces I just hate seeing them this way I worry bout there health and stuff. I hate about md is everything. I hate that I can't achieve goals and saveoney and Im alOne and sick and I'm tired of not wanting to get up in the morning

I know how you feel, I hide in my room. I am a mom and feel so worthless most of the time. My sisters and I don't talk and my mother says just stop being this way and reminds me how useless I am daily. But I focus on that one person or persons who's life would be destroyed if I was gone. That is all that keeps me going but it works, I love my children and know that I don't have the right to cause depression to some one else. This is a terrible disease and I have no right to be responsible for giving it to another life. That would make me a monster

That's hard when it's people you care about fighting like that. You can't control them so it can feel helpless watching them fight. I hope that you can focus on taking care of you though. I think depression can really make it hard for a person to make and achieve goals. Try not to be too hard on yourself about that, you can only do your best and depression can get in the way of that. Depression is also very isolating, makes it hard to get out and make friends. Are you getting any help for your depression through therapy?

Been feeling really bad last few days too but now it is starting to ease off same will happen too u too. emotions are all temporary.

i wish the same thing. i feel like shit wheni wake up only to face another day that i dont want to face. plain and simple. just do not want to wake up . is that too much to ask?

Right now, I feel like it too so badly. But if you can't then I can't or we both go together.

I am also feeling suicidal these days. I just got out of the hospital after onefailed attempt. Now I am home and everything HURTS. I feel like a failure in life. The only reason I am not actively suicidal is because I know how devastated my husband would be. I cannot do that to him. He has visited me in the hospital and has taken me to my ECT and has just in general been a saint.

But I am in so much pain. I feel like a total failure in life, and I feel so alone. No one else in my family is as mentally ill as I am, and I am exhausted by it -- the hospital stays, the psychiatrist's appointments, the therapy appointments, everything. I just want to die and get it over with.

My husband is a wonderful man, and he deserves better than this. I am a shell of the woman I used to be, and everything hurts right now.

Tomorrow I have another ECT appointment.