Stillost, I have that same problem. I always tell people that I am not schiz, but my head is talking.

my thoughts scare me. it's a new phenomenon in the past two years.

i get these ridiculous insatiable urges to cause severe harm to myself. i've never done it, not severely.

but it really feels like i've just lost it completely.

that and you should never let someone with severe depression live in a house full of firearms and the combinations to each safe.

Katie I'm so sorry I didn't recognise Lance Armstrong, he was always good on a bike. Could you help me with my memory problems please? A few new brain cells would be helpful. x

Lostnight, I have the same feelings that you have. The thing with the firearms, when I went to the hospital a couple of months ago I found out that I can never own a gun or anything like that. It wasn't a loss for me anything, but I thought that it totally made sense.

my boyfriend is licensed as a dealer so none of them are in my name and they were all here before i moved in.

I do not know anything about guns, but could perhaps your bf switch the combos if you are really concerned aboout it?

That's okay dearest. If I could look like Lance Armstrong I would be the happiest person in the world, except for the fact that I am not a guy =(.

LostNights, please talk to us... you don't want to do this, reach out to us... lean us .. .we are here

I agree with 13blues.

thank you.

i'm here. i just don't know what to say. this is just horrible.

i could use some help....i'm plummeting down, down, down...

keep talking to us LostNights.


how can we help you chilvr ?

Chilvr, whats wrong pup!?

hey lost.you there talk to someone.let it all out

life sucks and then you die...