Im in apathy.. I like that word.. just not the feeling..

lmao Rainer.. thanks.. I needed this..

a bear and a rabbit are taking a crap in the woods, the bear asks the rabbit "do you have trouble with crap sticking to your fur?" the rabbit say "no" so the bear wipes his ass with the rabbit

LOL!!!!



AND APATHY... opps no caps... is that lack of emotion/feeling?

There once was a bear and a rabbit that hated each other. One day, they found a genie in a lamp who said he would grant them each three wishes.The bear went first and he said,I wish to be the only male bear in this forrest. And he got his wish.
The rabbit said, I want a motercycle helmet. And he got his wish.

The bear went up and said, I wish to be the only male bear in the United States, and all the rest to be female. And he got his wish.

The rabbit said, I wish I had a motorcycle to go with that helmet. And he got his wish.

The bear said, I wish I was the only male bear in the world, and all the rest were females. And he got his wish.

It was the rabbits turn, and he said, I wish that bear was gay.

thanks guys.. lmao

yo- this should make u tiny happy. DS nuts job who ignores everyone is finally listening and halfway on their way to getting meds. (aka me)lol, why im taking piss out myself i duno but its true i guess.... gota love being a nut in the nuthouse

I hope it helps Million.. I made the sad mistake of going off mine and paying for it a lot.. waiting for my meds to kick in.. I wonder how long it takes.. sitting here at work in my jami bottoms.. hair slicked back in a pony and no make up.. my son even said..... no wonder Al doesnt like ya.. roflmao

wooooo now cheecky son u got ther... i like it :)
agh im sure itl be wihin a few hours il change my mind about it or what ever, but ive agreed to try and engage with services what ever that means, il try. meds normally take 2-3 weeks to kick in dont they?
less of this down talk..... hmmm whats fun? just imagine me trying to copy that dance the bears doing- im a shit dancer! actully im kinda tempted to try it now honestly

perfect it for the dance floor at the club tnight :)

thanks voodoo.. almost three months.. I think the fiance thought that it would *fix me* needless to say, it helped but I am not fixed..

lol....At least its possible for us all to laugh, right? That has got to say something about us. I'm right here with you Beastie, I'm feeling tragic. Today, numbness replaces all my bad feelings and irritability. I feel so much in need of support, don't know how to ask for it, and don't really think its available with what my situation is anyway.

but ....yeah....after pointlessly saying all of that, i can honestly say, at LEAST the CIA, FBI, and LAPD joke made me laugh, as did seeing the bunny-white butt on your bear avatar. =]

thanks Della.. I havent seen you here before.. nice to see a fresh new face.. how bouts we work on this together.. Im sick of this fog Im in.. I refuse to go in the black hole.. I will not go.. damn it demons.. CAN YOU HEAR ME?

You have, Beastie. AnonymousBlue, Youllneverknowme, and a couple other usernames like xlivingdeadgirl - thats me. Phoebe.

HEY Phoebe.. good to see you.. thanks.. for the comments..