Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
I feel so alone. my friends dont understand me at all, my grandma is in the hospital fighting for her life and all i want is to feel good about myself . i am ugly and i know it and every time i look myself in the mirror i want to cry. i have no one to rely on
It's possible that your friends don't understand you, but keep trying with them, unless you realize in your true heart that they do not care about you.
As for being ugly. I'm sorry you feel that way. The media and society at large paints an image of beauty, but that is not the truth. The truth to me is that beauty is an expression of love and creativity. If you look after your health and try to look after people and the world, you are beautiful. So, you have a chance to be beautiful. Everyone does. But. I'm not saying life is easy. It's hard if you feel no one wants to date you. But if you look after yourself first, I'd wager you'll find someone... I send you a thought hug through the fabric of the cosmos.
If you keep clean and tidy that's all anybody can ask of you.
So sorry to hear about Grandma. I hope she gets well soon.