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well I don't have alot to say, except I don't get a freaking weekend, no cause I just have to work work work work work and not have any fucking time to myself. I hate freaking oncall. I hate this place right now. I wish I could just go on disability, but I'm not sick enough I guess, I don't want to go for the years it takes being unemployed and having no money. I wish I could find another job, but I'm trapped, and most of you have already seen why as I have posted about the issue before, I have a crim record so I am freaking stuck with what shit I can get from life. I don't want to marry or find a man to support me because of the shit that comes with that too. I'll never win the lottery so that's out.
I hate oncall. did I say that already. I'd rather have a crippling wreck or loose my arms or something, well, that may be an exaggeration, but I'm sick of this, people abuse oncall and this place is full of shit. I don't give a muther fuck about any purpose, being a godda....ned social worker sucked that thought right the fuck out. I am don't give a shit about purpose, what I give a shit about is having a decent life, and I'm pissed that I don't, pissed at the world. Not very Buddhist of me is it, but to deal with it, I got to admit it so maybe I can breath it away. think so? my psych seems to think I can.
I hate oncall. did I say that already. I'd rather have a crippling wreck or loose my arms or something, well, that may be an exaggeration, but I'm sick of this, people abuse oncall and this place is full of shit. I don't give a muther fuck about any purpose, being a godda....ned social worker sucked that thought right the fuck out. I am don't give a shit about purpose, what I give a shit about is having a decent life, and I'm pissed that I don't, pissed at the world. Not very Buddhist of me is it, but to deal with it, I got to admit it so maybe I can breath it away. think so? my psych seems to think I can.
whatswrong19
sorry for the anger here, I don't mean to offend here, I'm just tired of it. and as for God, well he forced me into existence, whether or not he had my permission to do so I don't know, but I doubt it. I guess I got to much pride too, cause my screwdriver in my tool box has a purpose, I think of myself as being more than a tool in some greater being's toolbox, pride, yep my downfall, and anger. Truly the world owes me nothing, nor anyone else. If I can accept that I may be able to find some sort of peace instead of just being angry all the time.
BlueYonderDreams
Hello. I doubt you offended anyone. Sometimes it is hard for people to know what to say. I don't know much about you or your record, but maybe you aren't as stuck as you think. I think proving to be a good employee and citizen could eventually make you appealing to more employers. Have you ever thought of going back to school? That would also help you.
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