ill talk im lonly too

Please don't be afraid to talk to your theraqpist. There is no way they can help you unless you are honest. I don't know where you live or what requirements the therapist would be legally held to. Where I live they will only hospitalize you if that is the only possible thing to do. You aren't alone here. There are so many people who either feel or have felt the way that you do right now. You can be absolutely honest here. Totally. I know I have, and at one point made an argreement with my dr and he would keep the majority of my meds and I would only have enough until my next appt. A lot of times when I felt suicidal it really stemmed from the fact that I was just tired of living in my world. Things would get so tiring. Please talk about it here and to your therapist .. It helps to get some of it out.

I'm right there with you. I want to die but don't have the guts to kill myself yet. I think about suicide a few times an hour. What about you?

Saw the doctor today and got a note for work. trying to get well

I do have the guts to die, which scares me. I'm not afraid. The reason I can't is because of my beautiful daughter. I have made myself live for so long, but on nights like tonight, I truly feel like I might just be better off gone. She'll recover, remember me as the bright person I tried to be, and I can finally RIP

yay i feel the same way just wanna go to sleep and never wake up. I have those thoughts daily. You just feel so tired to keep going on but somehow i do. Depression is a cruel disease. I hope to see the light someday and you will too.

thank u all

Talked to my niece tonight. She simply texted I love you. Now I can't kill myself, she loves me. I love her