What's going on that you feel that way? I hope you'll call a crisis line or 911 and get help.

No, no, no you do not have to do anything to harm yourself. Please do the right thing. Call 911 or go to your emergency room. You can postpone your decision!!!!! Just for now, postpone it, and ask for help!!

We need and want you on this forum.

Peace.

Oh no!! Please go to the emergency room and explain how you are feeling! Its nothing to be ashamed of-I'm fact I did it twice and I am glad I did! I still have a rough road ahead of me but I'm grateful that I'm alive to walk down that road! Please feel free to talk with me anytime!

I was looking at your profile and noticed the interests that you have. They take quite a bit of skill and are things you deserve to be admired for. You'd really be missed if ever you decided to go.

I've had those feelings. Keep reaching out and share and take it moment by moment. We only have to take one very small step at a time and as we share we can begin to survive. If you feel you are not safe you may call the suicide prevention help line - it helps people to hang on and find reasons to survive. Call us1-800-273-TALK (8255)
Keep us posted as many of us have walked that same journey and CARE.

You are NOT ALONE and we do CARE.

Gentle ((hugs))
:-) Patricia

Considering suicide for real.

What exactly do intend to solve by ending your life. You really need to get some help immediately! I have been where you are! You are at a fork in the road and you need to understand killing yourself is the wrong road to take! Cal 911 your thinking is not clear and you need help now!!! Ted

I have also considered suicide many of times. In fact last month I slit my wrist. I was ending everything. I took a bunch of pills and started drinking very heavily. I got help. Thanks to my ex boyfriend for calling for help. It was a blessing for me. I still struggle everyday and feel like life isn't worth it but in the end it is. I don't know what you are going thru but I do know everyone is worth something. Please go get.help!!

hi, no one here will like my reply.

Suicide is the end, no more worries, no more decisions, nothing, a land of nothing, no thoughts, no smiles, no favorite foods, just hard times ahead, unless something good happens. I don't know your story..only know mine, and I think it wouldn't be a bad idea for me also...My husb walked out on me after 40 years....I am dead already. I hired an attorney, and am sorry I did, the stress of him is just too much on me.

He took my FINAnciL documents and said I would have it back in a few days, 3 weeks ago, and still waiting, I just may fire him.

I won't trust another person again, I promise you.

But if you do yourself in, it is the very end. The end, no more coming back.

My friend Suzie stopped taking her diabetes pills and died. I could have save her...But I didn't call 911. I visited her grave,and broke down. I loved her. I didn't call 911 because the sob I married told me not to....her mom found her the nexdt day....

if you are doing yourself in, make sure your animals (if you have any) will have a home, or they will prob be put down...people like to adopt puppies and kittys, and make sure you know where your assets (if any) will go.

I am not like the others here. I think people should be able to make their own decisions, whethe to live or not live.

But for me, at least I will not starve, there are food pantries, and the church gives free m eals 2x a week, and the club I belong to, sells a big meal for $2.00 per meal.

I worry about my animals though. husb won't take them, and even if he did, they wouldn't live long. he is in his own world.

whether to live or die, that is the question only the individual can make.

I AM going to talk to the priest tomorrow. myself, I am all broken inside. I worked hard for what I have, and husb is throwing it all away.

I do not know your story...they say there are resources out there, but truthfully, they stink. The police have actually come to my home dor domestic abuse, and then threaten to assest me, because husb they believe him, and want me to come. The stupid iodit police are another matter.

I cannot tell you what to do, but think it really thru. You will not be here tomorrow. I Am not a person, that will tell you, the sun will rise tomorrow with a smile. chanches are it will be the same cloudy day.

but think if there is just one thing you may do to change your situation. There may be just one thing you can possibly think of.
All you need is one....

If you want to e-mail me, I am at glodie000@aol.com.

awaiting your e-mail

All I can do is share what I learned from my own experience and I know we reach out and connect with others because we want desperately to LIVE not die -- we just don't know how to get ourselves to a better place to live the quality life we seek. It is a journey of taking one small step at a time as we continue to reach out and share. For me it is our sharing that allows me to hang on to what life I have as I work at surviving to find my way to living a better life.

Moment by moment and step by step and over time sharing as we work out the issues we face and life continues.

Let us know how you are doing as we care.

Am I brave enough to end it?

Please call a crisis line or 911 if you can't keep yourself safe. I really want you to be safe.

Please don't call a crisis line

I am going to end my life too (but my life is finished and I have not much choice) and I just want to warn you that the crisis line that the other poster listed is for the u.s. and they aren't the most polite people in the world. There is a couple of people on the line that are friendly but a fellow named Peter hung up when I told him I wasn't living in the U.S. Crisis lines are hit and miss and some people operating those lines should do themselves in for other peoples' sake. Before I had my life ruined I was talking people out of suicide on this site left and right but now I completely understand. Of course suicide is the end and you are young so keep putting it off for as long as you can. Things can get better and seek out a counsellor that can listen to you and can hold on to what you are saying without judging you. You deserve to live and have a good life and think twice before doing ANYTHING.

I have walked down that path and sometimes feel I own a house on that street of despair.

I journal as my one therapy and it is our shared support here at DS that has allowed me to find the will to hang on to what life I have to live.

I cope with a medical crisis that seems determined to end my life without much thought.

Perhaps if you could share more to help those of us wanting to support you to understand what it is you are coping with it may help us all in some way. Many of us that offer our support are in crisis ourselves and it is in our shared support that we often discover the strength that is needed to survive.

((hugs)) shared.
:-) Patricia