i never had a problem with bullying until 8th grade... thats wen my life came crashing down anyway... while that was happening i was finally making a name for myself... i was starting 2 b friends with the popular girls... (not bffs yet.) but i learned that that came with 2 much responsibility... so as my real world came crashing down and my fantasy school life sprouted... i was diagnosed with clinical depression (a whole otehr shit load of stuff happened 2, and if u get curios chec out my profile...) anyway... long story short, i started cutting. so one day i 4got 2 cover up my wrists and ppl in my tech ed class saw it. but only like 4... so now this one kid calls me the "emo freak" constantly... and he lives next door 2 my best friend so that makes it worse... but thats not it... i had sum days were i jsut wanted 2 die so i just threw on my cat hair covered black sweats and didnt brush my hair so it was all knotted... it was that day a certain group of bullys decided 2 take interest in me... so they would come up behind me and pull my hair and tell me how fat and ugly i was. abd by this time the whole school knew i cut... half believed half didnt... so i was given many odd looks, they knew they laughed... and still that one girl and her possey would not leave me alone. one of my friends (were not friends no tho) decided 2 try 2 hook me up with this guy (who i didnt like at all) and told him i liked him... so then he asked anotehr girl about me, and she told him nast nasty things about me... so then for a while i was known as the fat ugly pathetic desperate girl who like him... then EVERY1 knew my name. ive been called fat ass, dumb ass, fucking emo kid, ive been oinked at ect... so i switched schools... but im tired of running so im heading back... ive changed a lot and i dont want ppl 2 remember me 4 who i was... but they will... this six... ugh, there even at church... my stupid sunday school teacher invited his co-workers kids who live down the street from me 2 church... no there going there... they bullied me in elementary school (chucked apples at me, pushed me down, verbally abused me) and so i walk in and they just look at eachother and snicker... ugh! there everywhere... but i need 2 own up and show them whos boss... ive been controlled my whole life... and i wont let it happen any more! so the next person who messes with me will learn fast, that im not gonna take any more shit from now on.