Feeling nothing but the residue of the hurt and anger of my circumstance - nothing else.
I've sort of hit a rock bottom of sorts, and don't see the way up.
Still crying, still missing him, still wishing for a form of justice - a pay back.
I will never understand why I'm here, why he was able to do this to me.
Why did I love him so strong but never received that kind of love in return - although I didn't realize that when I was in it.
Why did he lie to me? Why does he have to effect me the way he does without doing anything?
Just the thought of him, the memory of him, the pain from him.
I'm tired of having to be strong and function while carrying this. I don't want to be here anymore.
What do you say to someone who has lost all hope?
I was just wondering if there were any groups on here or other sites to make friends. I don't mean to hook up or date or anything like that. Just meet new people to talk to. Since my son passed away and my dating life sucks I just want people to talk to. I have friends in person but I guess I just get lonely and its nice to have someone to chat with. Just curious. Thanks
i think my adult children hate me. I was a young and awful mom. I don’t know how to fix it but just a question to the universe.why am I so bad at being a mom? I had a bad mom and obviously repeated the cycle. But still how do I fix something when they won’t speak to me?