Feeling nothing but the residue of the hurt and anger of my circumstance - nothing else.
I've sort of hit a rock bottom of sorts, and don't see the way up.
Still crying, still missing him, still wishing for a form of justice - a pay back.
I will never understand why I'm here, why he was able to do this to me.
Why did I love him so strong but never received that kind of love in return - although I didn't realize that when I was in it.
Why did he lie to me? Why does he have to effect me the way he does without doing anything?
Just the thought of him, the memory of him, the pain from him.
I'm tired of having to be strong and function while carrying this. I don't want to be here anymore.
What do you say to someone who has lost all hope?
I lost my love on 11/09/2017. He had never really had health issues. He worked all day long the Friday before. Early (2am) 11/06 he woke me and gently said "Baby I need to talk to you" . I sat up quickly because I knew something must be wrong. He said he had indigestion for about the last our and Tums did not help. He did not seem to be in distress but he was trying to protect me as usual. I...
I know we can’t put a time on it, but how long does it take to start feeling slightly better? Like you are starting to get over that certain person? I hear each day it should hurt less but it doesn’t, each week you should think about them less, but I don’t. Friends say you’ll wake up one day and just have a different mindset that you (me) deserve better and you are over it. Any advice ......