Hello, I'm new here, but I decided to join because I'm trying to wrap my head around what I've just experienced, which has got to be the most excruciating pain that I've ever endured. After I fell head over hills for my ex, I found out that he is a sociopath.  It has been 2 weeks since I last spoke with him, but the pain is very overwhelming.  I discoved him cheating with several different women and all the lies.... Then the realization that HE NEVER EVEN LOVED ME and the entire relationship was fake has turned me up side down! I'm in total dispair and the pain seems to be endless...! I would not wish anything remotely close to this on my worst enemy! If anyone out there has been through this, please tell me how to get through!  I want to be mad and I am, but I'm missing him something terrible.  I have not contacted him, but his family reaches out to me often.  I have decided to stop all contact with them as well. How do I wrap my head around that the Man I'm in Love with, slept with every night and told all my secretes to, really hates me and did all along? Somebody... Anybody PLEASE HELP ME!!! I left him and the last conversation that we had, he went into a narcisstic rage.  That was 2 weeks ago.  Is it over? Will he leave me alone?