Interesting.

Rdude, if she gets her own paycheck and keeps it all, maybe it's time to get new ATM cards with new numbers and not give her one.




and since this is all over the place anyway...I also have a pee-pee

I think kelly has one also, but it didn't used to be hers!

Mine what? huh? I'm lost, doesn't take much but I'm lost.

Thanks for the advice.
I have a call into my Dr for meds
Not sure I want to take anything but I don't know how to resolve this feeling of dread/sadness/doom...

I'm very worried too because I live alone.

lav2...I think you just have to ride out those feelings you are having. There is no magic recipe. Just remember that you will eventually crash hard. Be careful where you are...especially when driving...

Yes, the driving... it has led me to where I am today

A very stupid person

I want a case of the fuck its too

I'm not sure I understand. I just know that you don't want to be behind the wheel of an automobile when your body reaches its breaking point and shuts down...

It's just hard to say fuck it when I am the one who provides for everyone. Even though I talk the talk, putting my family on the streets doesn't seem like the best thing to do. I am only one step from being there, though...

I agree with Dutch. I'm just too lazy to write all that. There's a heat wave where i am you know ;)

She knows, but doesn't care. Perhaps I could let her see my avi to fully understand my frustration...

Rdude, you need to seriously consider bankruptcy...IMO. That will get the creditors off your back & not let them at the house. The next question is, is there any equity left in the house? My 2 mortgages are no longer worth the total value in the current market.

Seriously, PM me if you've got questions, I'm dealing with the same shit. It's gonna be fucked up for a while, but you can make it through.

your avi is disturbing.....I think its the eyeballs.....

Perhaps I can show her my dance moves?