Well, I feel like such an ass for admitting this....but Monday was his birthday and I talked to him earlier in the day. He made an excuse to call me later that night and to make a long story short...me and my friend (who is also his niece) went and met him for drinks at a bar by my house for his bday.....He asked us to come back to his house (my old house), and we did.... Well, we ended up going upstairs alone and yes.... I caved! I did it.... It was so nice, but now what the hell am I doing.. He admitted to me that he still loves me. I can NOT and will NOT go back to him. I finally left him 3 weeks ago, got my own place, bought a car, etc...I am trying to get my life back on track. He is losing the house I guess. I feel bad for him... but it's too late for us to be together again.
WHY DID I DO IT?
WHY DID I DO IT?
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