Long story short, my H is trying to make me look crazy in others eyes. A friend of his sent me a message he knows what is going on and wants to help him. My H sent him a message that his friends and family are afraid to call cuz they think I will intercept it...well then fucking leave already. I don't care anymore what he does. No wonder everyone thinks I'm crazy. Yes, I did check his texts, his email but that is b/c he was lying and cheating on me and continued to do so while lying saying he wasn't. I'm just sick of being made to look like the fucked up one when he went and did this. I'm a mess right now after reading his response to his friend. Why does he have to do this to me...he can't even be honest about that. I feel freaking tortured living like this. I can't take much more. I am not crazy..and NOT a bad person..I did nothing wrong, why am I being persecuted.
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