Vicky.......Don't do this........
It's a permanent solution to a temporary problem!!!!!!

Vicky, I have a 19 year old daughter. I can't even tell you, that if she committed suicide, my life would be destroyed. I would be devastated FOREVER.

I can lose my husband (and I have and it hurt) but to know that my daughter was in pain so much that she killed herself, instead of coming to me and letting me help her....I would be devastated.

please don't do it. Call a crisis center. Talk with them. Get some help. Talk to your parents. They will take you seriously.

Vicky,

Please talk to someone. DO NOT do this. There are better days ahead, guaranteed. Sometimes we all have to go through very dark days before we are able to stand in the sunshine. Love, money, work...they can all be replaced. You cannot.

VIC! Where are you?

All life is worth staying for. Where you are is a place that will past and a brighter more promising future is near. Please call for help or let one of us call for you because I promise it will get better

Vicky please listen to what everyone here has told you so far. It is true, as overwhelming as things may seem right now, they will get better and you will be happy again. Know that for a certainty. You will get over this pain. Stay here on DS and talk to us. We are all here for you. You are worth so much and you have so much more life to experience. Don't give up...never give up.

Vicky: I lost the love of my life also...hard to get over it BUT...I promise with all my heart that you will breathe again and love again. I almost took my life over him....(8 years ago) and there was ONE person that made me realize that it is not the answer. I have loved since and got my heart broken again and I'm coping as best again and that is the magic of LIFE! I remember him fondly to this day and I am grateful for the good memories. Please don't dim your light...you are beautiful and think of your family and people you've touched with that light of yours. I'll pray for you sweet Vicky...

Vicky, can you agree to give it a chance for 6 months and then re-evaluate?

This may seem like a weird question,, but if you work for your parents then why are you loosing your job, and why do you think you cannot find another one?

i'd like to inject a dose of reality here.

first of all, u r not alone. i lost the luv of my life 2 another woman after 32 years of marriage & now I'm layed off. i hav no friends or family 2 fall back on & if i dont find a job soon i may b homeless. yet i'm still here.

secondly, i hav worked w suicides. it's not as easy as u think. i've seen the laundry lists of alcohol & pills they've taken tryin 2 end it all. 9 out of 10 times it doesnt work. if u OD u will end up feelin like hell in the hospital w even more debt. it will b documented & that is not sumthin u want future employers 2 find out. u may even end up a veggie. ur situation will only get worse.

use ur youth & strength 2 focus on gettin another job & maybe even go 2 school 2 do sumthin u want 2 do. u cant depend on others for happiness. u need 2 depend on urself.

please hang in there. i kno it's hard but whether u realize it or not, u hav a lot goin for u. lean on ur family & friends right now if u can.

Please call someone now! Don't do this--you have much to live for.

Keep talking to us.

talk to us vicky...we are worried about you!!!!

Vicky I don't know you but I think what you are doing here is very unfair. You are using people to get attention and these people are hurting as much as you are and in many cases more so. 19 is not a life its the beginning of a life and more then likely the love of your life is in school some where trying to make a life of himself and the girl he hopes he will meet some day which just might be you. So stop being stupid and start acting your age and not your shoe size, its time to to grow up. Life is not fair and it does not get easier.

Folks all of you who are trying to help this young lady please understand that people who want to really hurt themselves usually don't talk about it. I have been here for a while and this has come up more then once. Do some do it yes one or two have tried and I know of one that was able to finish what they started. Truth is somebody really wants to throw their life away they are going to do it and there is nothing we can do about it. In this case we have a baby sorry but relatively speaking she is a baby, who is crying out for attention and has a lot of life to live lets hope she has the sense to see that.

Wick, you are right,,,

If she is crying out for attention, then as a group we can give her some, but she really needs to try to find someone in "real life" to help her. There is only so much that a group of people on an Internet site can do.

I really hope she takes the advise that she has gotten on here and call a help-line...

I left this in a hug to you as soon as i saw this:

please call a suicide hotline. i am not sure how crisi centers work outside of the USA, but i did find this. please look here, browse this, call! you were meant to be here, i promise! HUGS!!!!!!!

http://suicidehotlines.com/international.html

i hope you read all these replies...