vicky, I don't know if you're still online, but DON'T DO THIS, PLEASE!!

Sweety, you are too young, and have SO much life in front of you yet. I understand your feelings of despair over your bf, but please...nothing is worth your life.

We are all in various degrees of pain here, but we're here. Don't give up! We can help you through this.

Can you go to a hospital and tell them you are thinking of hurting yourself? What about your mum?

There are ways around or over all problems. Don't give up. You will hurt so many people...destroy their lives, really. Don't do that. The pain actually passes. I swear! Please vicky come back on and talk with us.

We are all here for a reason, you will figure this out honest you will. 5 months ago, I was were you are now. I now have a loving partner and we are planning to marry and start a family someday soon. You never know what is around the corner ((HUGS))

Wow Vicky,

You have your entire life ahead of you. Don't do this. Call a crisis center talk to someone. The problems you describe are temporary. You can change anything you want in your life.

HOW LONG DID IT TAKE U

Vicky, which one of us are you asking how long it took?

Less time than you think Vicky,

You say you work for your parents. Why can't you talk to them about how your feeling?

BECAUSE THEY ARE NOT VERY UNDERSTANDING AND DO NOT LISTEN TO ME.

Vicky Call someone this moment. If you don't you will never know if things are going to change for the better.. life is fluid, If we give it but a moment it will change.. You reached out to us, so i am thinking that some part of your does not want to do this.. and I am, asking you as a mom, and a daughter and someone that cares, to call someone right this minute.,The guilt to ones left behind is so hard to over come.. take yourself to a hospital and choose life.. The choice you are making is a permanent one to a temporary problem. It will take as long as it takes for you to want to make a change and start taking one step at a time to move forward., It may feel like you are all alone right now, but you are not. We are not nameless, faceless entities. We all care or we would not be here. WE are not where you are, but we will be here day by day as you learn and grow and live.. huge hug of strength to call a crisis hotline, a friend, someone right now.. That is all we can do, The rest is up to you. Choose life.. Kimmee

CALL SOMEONE NOW!!!!

Jobs, money and yes, even love, they come and go, but there is only one of YOU!

You can get through this!!!

Well find someone to talk to Vicky. It could be anyone. Pick up a phone. Call someone. suicide is never the answer.

vicky, please! You will begin to feel better in a shorter amount of time than you think.

It hurts like fucking hell. Yup. But it gets better. I swear!

Can you stay with your parents until you get on your feet? Maybe they don't understand how you feel, but will they understand you need a place to stay?

Vicky honey don't..please...as a mom I can not even imagine my daughter taking her own life...please choose life!! No matter how bad life may seem it does get better if you give it a chance...you are a young, beautiful woman with so much life a head of you..give life a chance...it will get better..just you wait and see!! We care about you here and we are always here for you!!! Please Vicky...think this through..hang in there!!!

Sending hugs!!!

Your History is Not your Destiny.. By alan Cohen..

Imagine if you don't go through with this and you go out and find that perfect partner. Just think about how greatful you'll be that you are there for them. Even if you don't find a partner, you have a life worth living and you are here for a reason. Get up and live your life for you. Don't let him have that type of control. Think about all the people you love and what they will be missing without you. Stay here and love them. Love yourself. Talk to whoever will listen. It will help. Please, don't do it!

Thats not the answer. As much as you feel like it, it is the easy way out. Instead challenge yourself and know you will find another job and try to talk with you parent or someone who will understand. There are other alternatives. Just have a drink and give those pills to a friend! LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL IF YOU LET IT! HUGS