@mynewnormal Right now, I'm in my darkest part of the room, and I can hardly see even a speck of light. After reading your message, it's giving me it's giving me hope and letting me see the bright side of my situation, even if it's long road ahead. I truly appreciate it. The hardest part right now is trying to stay away from my ex-wife. She will do this random acts like sending me an email with my pictures or texting me about Dr appointment. Everytime she does that I go back to this black hole and pull me back on my miserable state. I'm trying so hard not to have any communication, but everyday there's always something. Sad part is I'm hoping and wishing that there will be miracles. She will just come knocking and we'll be together again. I'm delusional. I know. im battling with myself every I'm on that wishful mode. I wish there's easy way to get through the day without going these everyday battle.

@jojored I'm sorry to hear that you have a long process plus the amount of money your guys spending. I can't imagine going through that. I hope your ordeal ends much sooner. Good luck to you.

@lonekyangel It is hard to find the happiness when my mind and heart are still hoping and wishing for miracles. I know have to snap out of it. I wish I can do that easily. I'm trying to find my way though. I hope you find your happiness as well.

@sunshineflower it's painful regardless if you're married or not. We're fully invested in our relationship, so it's gonna hurt and tear you apart. I hope you find someone that will be there and love you.

I'm sorry, I can definitely identify

@peace.serenity I hope you feel better as well.