I tried last night to listen to everyone and do something for me. I called a friend to go out and play some pool. Just wanted a break from the house. I dropped my 2 boys off at grandma's house and started my night. It was hard to go out without her. It felt overwhelming but it was a place we never went to together so no memories to bring me down. From the first rack until the drop of the 8 ball I didn't have any painful thoughts. I was actually at ease and having fun. But sadly to say she didn't let it last long. While I was out she decided to pop in to see the boys, only way later finding out she wanted to see me. My phone goes off. I answered the 2 call and said hello. The next words out of her mouth were "I'm taking the boys!". I asked what was going on and was told it's none off my business. She went to my mother's house and forced them out of the house. In hindsight I should have called the police immediately. I raced home, but I was 45 min out. After 20 minute of her having the boys sit in her truck watching her cry she dropped them back at grandma's. They were in full panic. Several call and text exchanges later an a stop at the police department by me she tell me she is giving up all parental rights. She wrote out a letter "to whom it may concern" stating that (not legally binding). Along with several other letters about how horrible and toxic she is to me and the kids. With everything she's done I should be pleased, but I feel horrible for my young boys. I can't wrap my head around how anyone could do that to their kids. I know it's not easy for her, but seriously. There is so much more but maybe for another time.