I feel myself slowly letting go of you. I no longer have you on my mind as much as I did in the beginning. I no longer feel a great deal of pain and sorrow when I think about you. I no longer play memories like a record in my head. I've realized what mistakes I had made in the relationship but I've also seen how you treated me wasn't right either. I am only giving my hope one more week to you reaching out. One week of hope left and after that then I will let you go completely not because I hate you but because I love you too much and I need that love for myself now so I can prepare myself for whoever next comes into my life.

 

I know I should let go now instead of a week but for some reason, I just want this last bit of hope to be there until it's been almost a month of no contact. Just a little hope left in me for this person but as the week comes to an end I will try to have no expectations of anything to happen. I do feel better now than I have the last couple of weeks when I was with her.

 

I'm starting to feel like myself again.