So yesterday was day 4 after being left. It' was really hard cried almost all day. Why is that I still worry about him if he is okay and safe? So I called him. Big mistake he would take my call but texted me that everyone was sleeping and asked what I wanted. I told him we need to figure out bills and I need his address to mail him somethings he left. He told me he wouldn't give it to me because I mighht cause problems. He mov3d 4 hours away what am I gonna do drive that far just to rip his ads. No that's not me. He told me to send his mail to his mother's house. So I called his mom and she is very angry with him for leaving. She doesn't want to enable him. I told him this and he still wouldn't do it and to contact a lawyer. It's been 5 days! I just got back home my house is an empty shell I'm not ready for that. I don't know whether it's a blesssi.g or not that when I got home i had to go straight to work for a 48 hour weekend shift. I just feel so empty. I'm trying to be strong but it's really hard. When does this get better?