Bisexuality Support Group
Bisexuality is a sexual orientation which refers to the aesthetic, romantic, and/or sexual attraction of individuals to other individuals of both their own and the opposite gender or sex. Most bisexuals are not equally attracted to men and women, and may even shift between states of finding either sex exclusively attractive over the course of time.
I have not as of yet been with a guy but I do think I would like to try it some time in the future. I've been Attracted to guys for quite some time now but im still a little weird about. Ive checked out some gay porn at times and im really turned on by some of it. Im not ready to cross the line yet but I think it would be much more comfortable for me if I got involved with a bi couple for own my first experience. If I ever get past my jitters about the whole seen I'll drop a post and maybe we could talk. PS; Im a real nice guy }:o)
Living in Wisconsin is a little uptight. When I was 18 my father threw me out so I was on my own.
I had been used by my mothers brother, my uncle. There is no memory of a regular childhood. As far back as I can remember I was having sex with men. Then at 13 it stopped. I was too old for my uncle. Was I confused, I never had any sexual encounters with a female but I really knew how to please a man.
Then one day about a year or 2 later I met a girl, I told her about me and she said, Well, we will have to educate you. She became my learning girl.
She taught me everything. We had a lot of fun. Most of all she taught me how to please a woman. She explained that it is better to satisfy your partner first then yourself. She was right on. I learned much from her and I took all of that knowledge with me.
I had many 3 sums, 4 sums and a few trains before I met her because of my uncle.
When I met her in High School everything changed. Once she felt I was educated she let me go. I didnt want to go but her idea was that I would be able to explore my sexuality with others.
She was happy with that. I was surprised when she brought a female friend and her boyfriend and I together. We went all night and made a complete mess of the motel room.
Skills, she gave me skills and did I enjoy it. Suddenly it was ok to be me.
I got nasty though. I would date a girl, take her out and then after I brought her home for the night her brother would sneak in my car and we would go at it.
When my dad threw me out I went to the Wisconsin Dells. I had $1,000.00 which lasted about 2 weeks.
So I did what I knew, I sold it, over and over. I found that a lot of people came up north from Chicago and surrounding areas. These people were less uptight. Back then I would go from one to another.
Lots of 3 sums and lots of parties that just went nuts. (excuse me)
It paid well and I was young so I got picked, as it were. I paid for college
In my later life my first wife also was bi and we let loose with a number of parties. She liked to see me with men, so be it. Then she would wait until we were almost worn out and she would jump right in.
My most recent event was with the woman from which I have separated. We invited a male friend of hers and had lots of fun. We went crazy until dawn, something like 12 hours. I was starting to get sick or should I say I had bad Fibro and a hole in me from a GSW but everything worked and worked well.
I had to buy some Chap Stick the next day.
My soon to be former wife then had a 3 sum with a couple of her girlfriends. I let her be, she and her buddies were doing fine. If it is not broke why mess with it.
I had a male friend who was.lets just say there has yet to be invented a device that could measure how horny my male friend was, so we went in another room. Before to long everybody is in the room, that was one hell of a night
Now with my disability I worry that I can not perform. I was wrong though my legs are shot everything else works just fine. I have a gay friend that wants to have fun. He wants to see me with a woman and then he wants me after. We have not acted on this yet. He keeps bugging me. I guess now after all these years I am self conscious or worried that when our extra partner sees the canes it will be a turn off.
We will just have to see what happens.
D.