Bipolar Disorder Support Group

Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

8,894 Members
129,610 Posts
0 Online
Mental Health
/ Bipolar Disorder Support Group

wish I was dead

heretic
heretic
every day is agony. I've suffered for 50 years, it has to end. I know you all want me to keep on going but I just can't. I'm so physically weak and have no one to help me. It has to end
justletmebe
justletmebe
((((heretic))))

Please dont do anything. Can you call a crisis line or get somewhere safe where they can help you? I've seen you survive so much and am so proud of all the progress you made.Can you make an emergency appointment for tomorrow with your pdoc? Please hold on, will you go to the ER if you keep feeling this way tonight?

You hold a special place in my heart sweetie, you've been there since the beginning for me and I'd hate to see anything bad happen to you, you matter to me. I love ya sister. Please feel better soon.
deleted_user
deleted_user
i don't know what to say... other than i appreciate you, and love your essence, and hope very much that it doesn't come to this.


i am sorry for your suffering and for your pain.
deleted_user
deleted_user
((((((((Hugs)))))))) wish i could hug you in person....i'm so sorry honey. i feel the same way. XO
deleted_user
deleted_user
and i am available to talk anytime. i can message you with my e mail and phone number... or you can chat with me anytime on here, and you don't have to say anything. i can just sit and keep you company...

anything i can do heretic, just let me know
deleted_user
deleted_user
(((((((Heretic)))))))

Please don't do anything rash. We all love you.
Community LeaderSunCloudJD
SunCloudJD
I'm so sorry you're in such a dark place right now sweetie.. Please reach out for help.. as just wrote crisis lines can be really helpful.. a good ear to vent to..
Huge hug of comfort for you and a blessing..xo
dancingd
dancingd
Sent you a HUG

((HUGS))

Hang in there heretic.
Shelly4
Shelly4
(((((Hugs))))) My heart aches for you because I know you have struggled for a long time. I wish there was something I/we could do to help you feel better about yourself and that we were all there to give you a huge group hug..................you do have value with us and it would not be the same without you here....xo
heretic
heretic
Thanks to everyone for your kind words and support

I really don't want to live, it's so painful, I really hate life

But I am grateful that people here care

The thought of waking up tomorrow to face the pain is terrifying
deleted_user
deleted_user
(((((HUGS)))))
deleted_user
deleted_user
I have always thought of you as a great person and I always enjoy your posts.

Of course, I'd get here a day late, but we have dial up at home and it is really bad.

I hope that you are doing better today.
Posts You May Be Interested In
  • china70

    Tired and feeling down

    Posted by: china70
    Last Reply: SunCloudJD
    1
    Life has been really hard this past year. I'm really feeling down and  alone.  I can't talk to my family about my depression and anxiety their not very understanding about it.  It's really hitting me since my mother passed a few months ago, plus stress from having to eventually move.  Also having my niece coming around who suffers bipolar and refuses to take medication for it.  Its been...
  • AngelaJo

    Lies that could have put me in great harm.........

    Posted by: AngelaJo
    Last Reply: SunCloudJD
    3
    When i was in the ER February 16th 2025, i was being admitted to ICU where i was for 3 weeks, then had to relearn to walk for 3 weeks in another hospital rehab floor, the nurse told me something that made me feel for over 18 months now that i was finally *safe*. She told me that the guy who raped and beat me 21 years ago now  almost 20 years at that time, was in prison as of a month before that...