Okay, that one was just plain disturbing. I certainly dont want to re-live that reality silly. Yuck. Hugs

LMAO Hanna, I remember that movie. I laughed so hard I cried. Too funny and so true. It reminds me of myself too. Seeee, we can laugh about some of our own crap. Hugs

My Ex Fiance.. Damn that girl was hard to live with!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UJMcGsbvOUQ

I feel as if I know no one. Of course I have a crappy memory also. I'm 41 diagnosed October of last year. Hospitalized 2 times and finally have a good mix of meds.

I have been hospitalized 3 times. 1st I was committed. I volunteered for the other two. I went a loong loong time without incident. I recently had a relapse 6 months ago. Im still feeling depressed but I havent been Manic since. At least not anything powerful. I feel pretty good today. I really believe Im going to break out of this completely if I stay on my Meds. You can have a somewhat normal life. Im tellin ya. I really believe the worst is behind me now.

Hi Hanna. I'm 30. have two kids. I read alot of threads, but don't usually post anything in this particular group. Guess I'm still in denial about being bp.

Hi Hanna. I've only been here a few months, so nice to meet you. I've noticed some of your posts and hope to hear more from you as I appreciate your input. If you are interested, check out my profile - it's pretty honest.

Shelly4 has given you some really good advice as she usually does.

I don't post much on the boards lately because there has seemed imo to be a lot of bickering and whining. Whining as in repetitive posts that continually complain about a bp symptom or situation.

The advice has been given consistently, but the poster doesn't want to start involving themselves in their recovery to balance. I check the topics out when there are topics relevant to me, and sometimes read through others as well as lend support to people in crisis

I understand that many of us are in a place in our lives that self help is beyond reach at that point, but I guess my patience is limited..

Looking at your question again...my reply was way out there...totally off topic!

I'm an artist and musician. A very spiritual person and often let that influence my replies without trying to preach...AT ALL!

I'm interested in healing ourselves by complementing our meds, docs etc. with diet, exercise, fresh air, developing healthy relationships, constant education and lots of self love.

Welcome back and I hope to interact with you soon.

Hana, u belong. I sooo have days where i feel the same way. Like everybody decides at once, they don't like me anymore. it's a terrible feeling.

Here's that ice cream joke from earlier... LOL This is actually the clean version.


A woman goes into a shoe store looking for new shoes. A young salesman comes over to help her out, and while he's helping her try on shoe after shoe, he notices that she's not wearing panties.

Finally he can't contain himself anymore and says "I'd like to fill that up with ice cream and eat all of it."

She is so insulted that she leaves and runs home to her husband and tells him what the guy said. The husband does nothing.

She finally says "aren't you going down there and defend my honor?"

The husband says " Hell no, I ain't messing with anybody that can eat that much ice cream."

Pleased to meet you Hanna;
I've been a member since April 1st. Awaiting a court date for SSDI appeal. I'll be 58 the 21st of this month!

I'm Brock, just recently DX in July but I have been having symptoms for 3 years.

I'm alone. Friend me if you would like, I am always looking for more.

Um :) I am rarely happy anymore. Usually neutral or feeling crappy. So Im sure I can relate to what you're feeling. But dont hesitate to reach out and talk to me if you need someone. I love to help people.

Hanna Hanna, how you thrill me, ah hah, hana hana.
hana hana, nearly kill me, ah hah, hana hana.
I heard about you before,
I wanted to know some more,
And now I know what they mean, your a sex machine,
Oh, you make me dizzy.

Hello everyone, thanks for replying.

And Thank you Suze for that wonderful little poem. xx