Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
people speaking a different language in front of me.
Lately it is the gang activity that I think is happening in my neighborhood.
when people fall silent when i'm around. i always think i make people nervous.
my ptsd trauma. paranoid android.
Been called weird, strange, odd (etc etc) all my life.
I'm also paranoid of being wrongly accused of shop lifting. I really do have old shoplifting charges and I've already seen what happens to you if a store insists it was you even if it wasn't. If you already have one charge the court automatically rules against you. It happened to one of my friends. I've long since quite shoplifting but every time I go through sensors I make sure my receipt is in hand.
Still my friend wasn't even in the store she lived an hour away from this store and the store insisted it was her. She got a surprise letter in the mail calling her into court. She did get off when they caught the real girl but before that she had already been charged by a judge who said "gee it doesn't look like her but I'm gonna rule guilty cause the store had a tape."
I was like what?
because of that I'm paranoid I will be dragged into court for something I didn't do.
Yesterday, while I was vigilantly watching for a bear while my dog pooped, a giant shadow flew over us. Big as an airplane. It was that damn hawk that has lived here for 13 years. He was swooping on my baby. Soooo, now I'm paranoid about the hawk.
Mostly, I love the property and think it is beautiful. It's only when I'm sick in the head that I "hear" and "see" things.