Bipolar Disorder Support Group

Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

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Sunshinegirl0228
Sunshinegirl0228

i have already planned my next suicide attempt. I’m debating whether I should tell my therapist. Some moments I feel I am ready, then a couple hours later I realize what a bad idea it is. I just want it all to go away. I’m tired. I want to live my life and have hope for a future but I really just don’t. One moment at a time. I keep repeating to myself Exodus 14:14 “The Lord will fight for you, you need only to be still”. I feel like such a screw up. Tomorrow’s therapy session will be interesting. 

Violetstorm83
Violetstorm83
I have Bipolar 1 Disorder for over 10 years ... I've been there! If you have Any of these thoughts and an actual plan you need to go to a Hospital Now!! Don't wait to tell your therapist. That can be too late!
Violetstorm83
Violetstorm83
How long have you been dealing with this?
Sunshinegirl0228
Sunshinegirl0228
I overdosed April 1st and spent two weeks in a hospital. The suicidal thoughts are steadily getting worse. I don’t want to go back to the hospital which is why I am going Outpatient.
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