Are you diagnoses with any disorders?

Bipolar but I'm not medication

Looks like you could just now be dealing with the stress of finals. Since you don't have studying to worry about, and you're done with the tests, now you have all this time to sit and worry about it.

Try to figure out something else to do. Go exercise, read a book anything to keep your mind off of it.

Was looking at your profile, I saw.

Where do you normally cut? Arms? Legs? Do you do this with friends or alone? Do you like yourself?

I used to cut on my hips. I haven't cut in a year and a half. I usually like myself. I used to hate myself but I have started to learn to love myself.

What do you remember about the first time you cut?

I don't know if I really member it. I didn't feel much.

Sweetie, sometimes that urge comes from the "fallout" of frustration. I agree with Gemi...........get out and do what you can to keep your mind off of it. There is a trick we use for "self injury"......put a rubber band around your wrist and when you get the urge......snap it, hard. It helps relieve the desire and take your mind off it.

I would also suggest you get to a pdoc and talk about medication. It says in your profile you are not diagnosed.......who are you seeing?

Where were you, what were you thinking, what reason was a knife available?

Oops I guess I forgot to update that I have been diagnosed. I was in my room and I used really sharp tweezers. I was thinking that I need to find anything I possibly can to feel better. I was so so so depressed I didn't know what to do anymore.

Can you think of anything "crazy or adventerous" that you can do that will not cause harm to you?

Examples:

Horseback lessons
scuba diving lessons
fly a small plane lessons

These are all things that you could get involved in that are exciting-heart pumping but safe if you follow directions and have a bit of luck.

Did it hurt?
Do you remember why you did it?
How deep did you cut?

I can't think of anything besides getting a piercing but I guess that shouldn't be something I do on a whim.

I don't really feel comfortable going into details about my cutting experience. It just makes me want to do it more.

I'm with walking. Can u think of something else to do that will give u that sense of excitement and being alive that u r looking for?
SoMething not harmful.

If I can ask, why are you not taking Meds or treatment for your biPolar?