Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

I'm very upset! This is this is a very difficult time for everyone. I don't need anymore useless advice because I've heard it all.
My son and his grandma make me crazy on a daily basis. They expect me to do everything. I've tried talking to them about this more than once and it unded up in a huge fight. So talking is useless.
I'm on disability so I don't have a lot of money. I can't afford a place of my own and the waiting list for housing is miles long.
My family don't want me. I know they have their own problems but I thought they would have compassion for a disabled family member. My dad threw my brother and me aside for his live-in-girlfriend.
So I go on as the sad slave I've become.
I don't what there is to live for anymore. This pandemic will never end. The world is crumbling at an alarming rate. I have a lot suicide idealization. Why not get before things get any worse. I'm sure WWW3 is just around the corner.
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Nationalday.com proclaims September 28th as Self Aware Day. I took a few snaps of various core values lists and tried to pick my top five core values (kinda hard to only pick 5). But here are my top picks. Feel free to list a few of yours too:GodLovePeaceStability Compassion

I hear you but could it be time for check in with your pdoc and a medication tweak? (((hugs))) I think we are all being called to go places we never have been before...and none of it is easy.
I don't know if you read, but John got evicted out of where he has lived for 5 years. What I learned at least in my state, if one is homeless there are Many services available '''to get an apartment or a room'''...you get Fast Tracked past section 8 housing....maybe a woman's shelter, your son ever been physical with you? Would there be a possibility of moving in with your boyfriend...that would deal with the long distance relationship?
I'm hoping my suggestions will not be useless to you. 211 Infoline
https://www.bing.com/search?q=2+1+1+community+resources&FORM=QSRE6
If you are not on Social Security Supplemental Insurance, this pays more per month than regular social security disability....it also provides more services.
Best to you <3
I've been struggling as well..... I agree that if you need to talk with your doc... Suicide isn't the answer
We need to stick together to help on another through.... I'm glad that you're here....xo