Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
I hope you are all not mad at me,but I can't move out right now. I'm a mess,and I can't seem to stop my racing thoughts. One night not long ago, I was lying in bed holding my pillow over my face and screaming and screaming into it. My life lately is full of "I can'ts" (I can't move because I don't have references, I can't find a new doctor before July 30,etc etc). Worse, I have all this religious gobbledygook in my head. Yesterday,my nosy,bossy sister asked me why crisis was called for me recently and I had to say (because I can't lie,one of the Big Ten) that I was thinking of hurting myself. Next time she gets mad at me (which she will) she'll throw that back in my face,saying a real Christian would never have thoughts of self-harm. I can't (one more) go to the hospital because I don't meet the criteria. All I can think is that I don't know how in the world I am going to make it through the next 5 weeks. I'm depressed but strangely energized (mixed state). I know someone else here has probably gone through something like this. And Caregiver From Hell comes on duty today at 3. Just had to get all this out. Thanks for listening. It does help to post here. Please don't be mad at me because I don't have the strength to move out. Please.
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Lets make ot a good beginning to the weekHow can we start the day off on a positive note!I have several chores planned that I have been putting off but I'm determined to accomplish todaySo I'm feel grateful for accomplishmentsI hope that you all have a fabulous week!!Sending hugs...xo
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You may recall I write that my sister and he husband were in an affair with my brothers wife. It's been almost a year. Mom last week asked me to invite my sisters boys to a birthday at my house for my brothers daughter. I was on my way to pick up the boys when my mom called and told me to turn around. Apparently my brother didn't know my nephews were coming and he was livid. I came home to a...
Stay put until you feel better and find a better place to move to.
You have an illness that throws a lot of stuff at you and self harm is just one of many aspects of being bipolar that you don't have control over!
I thought one of the basic tenets of Christianity was " love one another." ((((Hugs ))))) Loddy when family doesn't understand we do here at DS!