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Hey guys.
Hope everyone is well. Here goes. Warning........it's deep. Put waders on now. LoL. First let me say, I am not trying to convince anyone of anything. This is just pertaining to my beliefs. You believe the way you believe and that's okay too. Back when I was in the nut house, or the psych resort as I affectionately call it, I began to really be able to feel love again.
Consequently, I could feel the love of God the Father again and his affections for me, His precious child. It was then that I made him a promise. I said that if he make my emotional sufferings minimal that I would do the best I could to handle my physical sufferings whatever they may be. There are meds to help with both. I have access to both. But, do you know what?
I swear now what..........the better I feel emotionally-open and receptive around my heart-my solar plexus-the more I hurt physically. It's like I am having emotionally motivated physical labor pains as damn crazy as that sounds that's what it feels like to me. Just being descriptive is all. Not just crazy lol.
Anyways.......is that a damn delusion? A belief, or a fact in my life? I am picking a big of all three. Who gives a shit. As long as I can handle the load, I'll be fine. And when I can't..........I have you guys. ;) Thanks for listening to the ramblings of a mad woman. I'm okay with that. I'm ze mad hadder hah. ;)
LuV & mAd HuGs,
Me.
Hope everyone is well. Here goes. Warning........it's deep. Put waders on now. LoL. First let me say, I am not trying to convince anyone of anything. This is just pertaining to my beliefs. You believe the way you believe and that's okay too. Back when I was in the nut house, or the psych resort as I affectionately call it, I began to really be able to feel love again.
Consequently, I could feel the love of God the Father again and his affections for me, His precious child. It was then that I made him a promise. I said that if he make my emotional sufferings minimal that I would do the best I could to handle my physical sufferings whatever they may be. There are meds to help with both. I have access to both. But, do you know what?
I swear now what..........the better I feel emotionally-open and receptive around my heart-my solar plexus-the more I hurt physically. It's like I am having emotionally motivated physical labor pains as damn crazy as that sounds that's what it feels like to me. Just being descriptive is all. Not just crazy lol.
Anyways.......is that a damn delusion? A belief, or a fact in my life? I am picking a big of all three. Who gives a shit. As long as I can handle the load, I'll be fine. And when I can't..........I have you guys. ;) Thanks for listening to the ramblings of a mad woman. I'm okay with that. I'm ze mad hadder hah. ;)
LuV & mAd HuGs,
Me.
That told me !
http://www.gnosis.org/naghamm/thunder.html
One of the reasons for studying the Bible in it's entirety and intimately is given by Paul in Ephesians 4:14 which to paraphrase is that "believers not be blown astray by every wind of doctrine".
Remember that Jesus said that few will find their way to the narrow gate and many others will fall astray and when they came to him in the end times saying :Lord Lord he would respond I never knew you. (Matthew 7;23) Anyways yeah Nag Hammadi is very interesting and used by both gnostics and I believe the Russian Orthodox Church. Cheers!
Oh...please !! Please ! Pretty please !!?
http://www.beliefnet.com/Faiths/Christianity/Catholic/2000/08/How-To-Practice-Lectio-Divina.aspx
Again: I am not a Catholic. ;)
And Contrite, who's to say we cannot invent our own personal Jesus....Every Christian religion has re-invented him repeatedly to suit their own needs.
I feel as if my Jesus invention is probably much closer to the real thing. And no, I am not a Christian. A die-hard agnostic.
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http://www.darklyrics.com/n/nevermore.html
And here:
http://www.darklyrics.com/p/porcupinetree.html
As for Jesus the Bible meaning the New Testament (and I use that term with contempt) is very rigid as to what and who Jesus is. It is also rigid that he is the only way to salvation and through the path of the "narrow gate" that "few will find".(Luke 13:23-30)
These ideas are further elucidated in the Paulian Epistles, basically Paul invented the Christian church and began them in:
ome, Corinth, Galatia, Ephesus, Colosse, Phillipi, and Thessalonika. If you go and read his epistles to each of them there is epic comedy as all manner of debauchery is taking place in each of them. Also if you want further comedy read the writings of the early church fathers; most of which were INSANE. Christian Apologists are very embarrassed by the book of Revelations because it lambasts those churches as abominations. So that particular faux pas when bastardizing that document is ignored in the hopes it is not used as a fairly convincing polemic of the random editing that text endured.