Where do I begin......I worked so hard on my soc paper last night and thought I was actually ahead of the game when to find out the next day that when I saved it before I shut down that was the last time I would see my paper. The save corrupted my file and it wouldn't convert to word 2007 at school. I also couldn't bring it up on my word 2003. I had to do all my heard work all over again from scratch. Then when I redone my paper and tried to send it to the email address my college assigned to me it said mailer dameon send failed. Then I couldn't install the microsoft word 2007 on my computer to prevent future crashes because my cd rom drive crapped out on me and said there was no disc in the drive when indeed there was one. I then thought of installing it through my dvd rom thankfully that worked and maybe i could avoid this in the future then Since i been falling asleep in my hispanic lit class and not been able to take good notes i got a 67 on my hispanic lit test and received a D. I have to get an A on my next test to even get a B in the course. I am drowning.....on top of it all I have a pdoc who doesn't care. If she cared about me when I told her I can't sleep and the vistaril no longer works you'd think she'd do something about it. But she's just ignoring the issue. And because of my pdoc not giving a shit about me I am failing in school. I feel like shit. I am starting to think that I don't deserve to better myself and I don't deserve a good paying job. Someone PLEASE tell me I am loved and I deserve good things????
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