I wasn't ready to write this but now I want to come clean and what happened two weeks ago on a Tuesday was the definition of trauma and chaos. I was going to my clinic and I was sitting by the entrance and all of a sudden a man lit himself on fire and lunged himself in the building the doors were shut and utter chaos. It was the scariest thing I've ever been through one of them luckily everyone was screaming Evacuate evacuate evacuate. I was so close to it that I could just smell the fire and then the flames and I could inhale it. It was the scariest thing I thought I was going to die, so I decided to share this because you can't prepare for just anything not to happen Because things can change in an instant the person's OK didn't die, but it was a desperate call for suicide and trust me. If you were with me that day would be a utter chaos. I cried and in the parking lot and I didn't know what to do I was shaking I think I was in shock, just breathing and thinking about it gives me chills, but the moral of this little tidbit is that even though you go through something like this I'm still going to be resilient and get over it. I'm just glad at the end I didn't have any injuries ordered. Have any issues I ended up getting a ride from my brother thank goodness away from the chaos and mayhem, but I will always remember that day.