Vent away!!!! ((((BIG HUG))))

I wish you'd dream! If you had a dream, you could make a plan - and get the hell out of that place!

Stuck, hating the job, heat, home - you need to meet new people, in a new area. There is some benefits to the Bipolar move! I don't want you to die in your sleep...

I want you to imagine you in a new place, like I do!!! Hold on friend, dying in your sleep - we've all wished that, but I'm glad you haven't, and I haven't and we do not know the future...

I have a guess, that I'm going to get in a car accident in 2017 or 18 and meet this manly man - if we don't marry, he's going to be the best sex I've every had in my life..... see, I have silly dreams! you are loved and missed here! I'm sorry you feel horrible, but I am so glad to see you!!!!! xox

Thanks GIna, you made me feel a little better. Big Hugs to you

I'm serious you need to throw a dart at a map, or pick a town off a show.... you hate it there!

I hate seeing you suffer, your getting better - your going to have to push move! Feel horrible and broke in a new place : )

((HUGS))

sorry you feel like this heretic....

I'm feeling bout the same. ((Hugs))

I dont know you or your circumstances but at 52 you are SOOOO young!! Time is ticking and life really is picking up pace. Anyway you can just start doing things different? You say its not meds, sounds like maybe you need something to lift more depression. We all get down and yes at times wish we could just disappear poof...gone. The fact that you are still here is your purpose is not finished yet, you are important, needed and wanted, God loves you and created you for a purpose....Im still looking for mine,,,, lol but I truly believe we each are a piece of the puzzle each piece is very much needed and you are! Can you join a gym, volunteer at the food bank or a nursing home, adopt a grandma. U would bring much joy to a woman who cannot even get out of bed stuck in a nursing home, so many dont have family. They love to hear what goes on outside of the nursing home. Make cookies and bring them! Do you have a dog or a cat? If not I suggest getting a dog she is my anchor and by my side always and knows when i am upset and she is the best listener ever. Big hugs to you! Know that you are special, truly I mean that!

Hoping that today is a better day for you. And always feel safe to vent here. We are here to listen and support you. (((hugs)))

Sorry for that , I started thinking about death at the age of 12 , every night I thought about suicide , but things change , Trust me . You'll feel better soon , I know for a fact that taking a shower , not a bath , can make you feel a bit better , try it !

Hang in there!! Big hugs and peace your way!!

Heretic I wrote you a very long response and I clicked on something and and lost my reply.Oh well,,I guess I will say that you are strong. Use that strength, Heretic. I hope you feel better soon.

It's great to see ya heretic but I'm sorry you're in such a bad place right now..

I'm glad you're still with us sweetie... I agree that if you're this low are you sure your meds are 'fine'

Great big hug of comfort for you...x

Heritc, you around? I so hope today was a least a bit better!!!!

Do let us know (((((BIG HUG)))))