((hugs)) Hang in there sweetie, this too shall pass.

Life's a bitch and then you die.

If you are having these thoughts relentlessly then it means your meds are not working.

My life is pretty shit right now, but I am happy with small things when my meds are working.

Saw this on someone's facebook, the last sentence I thought of you.

"Dalai Lama
The compassion we feel normally is biased and mixed with attachment. Genuine compassion flows towards all living beings, particularly your enemies. If I try to develop compassion towards my enemy, it may not benefit him directly, he may not even be aware of it. But it will immediately benefit me by calming my mind. On the other hand, if I dwell on how awful everything is, I immediately lose my peace of mind.

This will pass. Talk to your doctor about it and maybe your meds do need to be tweaked. If not then perhaps you and your doctor can come up with some ideas for social outlets that would be good for you. HUGS

hugggs, heretic - read back what you wrote - "the old thoughts and feelings" are what are creeping back, not Truth. Write a list of good things, my friend, and talk to your pdoc if it does not pass soon. :/

Hi, i do know how you feel, & all i can say is you just have to fight it, thats really all we can do.
I'll keep you in my prayers.
All the best
hugs
dee

i'm in the same boat as you so i don't have any advice for you,just know you are not alone in this,(((HUGS)))

I do hope you are feeling better today. As one with B2 I know how...hard it can be to deal with the many circumstances that come along with it. Just look forward to getting through today. If that seems like too much, then look forward to getting through one goal at a time, or just the next task. One foot in front of the other, one step at a time.

Hey! Did you copy my icon?

Sorry you are feeling so badly sweetie.. please call your doc... something is wrong... big hug and a blessing for you..xo

Same feelings :( I wish every thing changes. Hope you get back on track.

I like to think this is all some kinda test... like Ninja Warrior or something, but that's me. Humor is about the only thing keeping me going these last 23 years...almost 24. I am so sorry you feel badly. Is there something you can do to make the time go by faster? If ya got a TV I suggest cartoons. Good luck (((HUGS)))

Hey heretic when do you next see your doc for a med review? You might need a change with your antidepressant or mood stabiliser?