Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
For the last week or so These are the feeling I have been pushing back.
I have had the urge to fill a hiking backpack with some of my clothes, put my blade in the back of my belt and just go. To be free again, to live by my wits, my cunning, my intelligence.
That was my world, I was a god in that world. I did what I wanted, when I wanted, and in the way I wanted to do it. Living each day not knowing where or when I was going to sleep, not knowing what was going to be my next meal, having no one to answer too, crushing anyone or anything that stood in my way.
Yes, living by my primal nature, that is who I really am. I'm not meant to be domestic. I was never meant to be domesticated.
I AM AN ANIMAL I WAS MEANT TO HUNT
DAMN I MISS THE HUNT
I have had the urge to fill a hiking backpack with some of my clothes, put my blade in the back of my belt and just go. To be free again, to live by my wits, my cunning, my intelligence.
That was my world, I was a god in that world. I did what I wanted, when I wanted, and in the way I wanted to do it. Living each day not knowing where or when I was going to sleep, not knowing what was going to be my next meal, having no one to answer too, crushing anyone or anything that stood in my way.
Yes, living by my primal nature, that is who I really am. I'm not meant to be domestic. I was never meant to be domesticated.
I AM AN ANIMAL I WAS MEANT TO HUNT
DAMN I MISS THE HUNT
Or do you simply want to get out there in nature and live off the land for awhile?
Some people are survivalists and need to be close to the wild.
I really just miss the high ya know.
Remember emotional mind. Acknowledge the feeling but don't get caught up in it ...cause you know emotions like to snowball. Maybe sleeping on this a couple nights will help you see a way to compromise...as to not go to extremes. Because extremes are just part of getting up in emotional mind that push implusive behavior.
I bet you can use pros and cons and figure out a good compromise that would give you what you need.
Main thing is you need your skills. It is okay if you started to go up the bellcurve. Skills work at any point.