My boyfriend has bpd. He recently decided to once again go off his meds. Despite all efforts, there is no reasoning with him. The meds are out of his system and all hell has broke loose. He is incredibly impulsive and so angry all the time! Daily, he wakes up yelling and cursing and punching walls. And it continues throughout the day. He is so mean. I try to explain how he makes me feel when he blows up and calls me names, etc. However, he says that I'm being dramatic or over reacting and becomes angry once again. If I cry, he really flips out. We have three children. They get so scared to see daddy act like this. I don't know how to explain it to them. I don't want them to think his behavior is okay. I'm pregnant. The last time he went xoff meds was when I was preg with our youngest., 2 years ago. It was awful. He became physically abusive. I'm terrified that he will escalate again. I coped with the abuse before bc I was scared what might happen to him if I left and what he might do to me if I left. When our daughter was born, he decided it was time for meds. We've had a few rogh patches but he's been the sweet and caring man I adore, until now. I don't know how to get through to him. I don't know how to cope with this again and again. Pls help. I love him so much. And I know he is struggling. He doesn't want to be this way. How do I help him and protect myself andour childrrn at the same time?