I made an earlier post about weed titled "Does weed effect us differently?". I think I may have misjudged the situation. I had a bad trip on my first try, but I ended up smoking the rest and also tried "delta 8" (basically the same a weed). I ended up having a really good experience, but now I'm worried I may like it too much. I can't decide if I should completely abstain or not.
on the one hand, it is illegal in my state, It would be an extra expense, and I don't really accomplish anything meaningful when I'm high. on the other hand, it makes my depression much more livable, and I spend most of my time playing video games, so is being high any worse?
I've spent so much of my life buying into all the rhetoric about weed. I can't tell if my misgivings are mostly just from all that old BS or if it's actually justified. I feel like I would be letting people down. My mom was the source of most of that rhetoric, and for good reason. My dad abused both alcohol and weed for many many years. Thankfully he is sober now, but that anti-weed mentality that he created still lingers.
IDK! I'm all tied up in knots about it! to smoke, or not to smoke! That is the question!
Muji retired Friday after 40 years of teaching. Muji has been so supportive as a CL here on DS, let's show Muji our support. Let's give Muji a retirement party! Post your retirement wishes to Muji as he transitions to retired life in Mexico. Let us know what food you are bringing to the party and any gifts you might have for Muji. Cheers Muji to your new adventure!
I really don't understand myself sometimes. I go from perfectly fine and laughing to feeling like a complete failure. Even though I know that having to have multiple sessions for a tattoo, sleeping through an interveiw, and being behind in some classes, really isn't that deep. But it just keeps swirling around into this gross mess of thoughts. I know people have their limitations, but I can't...