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I got really verbally slammed by two people I trusted this morning. One of these people is extremely angry and is backing out of an agreement that will leave me responsible for a financial obligation of $600,00. I have no income, being on disability. It might as well be $6 000,00.
I have to have the money by August 10th.
In addition, there are reasons besides the angry person, in my church,that make me feel that I need to take at least a little time away from the church and that is my main support system.
I have severe insomnia and I got the first email at 4:00 am. The second I got shortly after.
I can't eat.
I don't know where I will get the money I have to have.
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Hey All...I hope that you have a lovely, peaceful beginning of your weekI have a bunch of chores that need doing but may put them off til tomorrow and just hang out with my landlord/roomie todayWhat about you?...Anything special going on?Have a great day and take good care of you!!..Xo
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Once again I've had a fever today. I'm not going to the hospital because that's a huge waste of time but I did schedule a dr appointment for Wednesday afternoon.
Is there no way that this person could be held accountable for their share??
Sometimes a break can help......xo
The money is a lesser problem than continuing to be in contact with this person.
The good news is that the $600.00 debt issue has been resolved!
That is a tremendous relief.
Now, (I know this makes no sense), because I am a Christian, I will take the blame for something I didn't do to protect the one who attacked me. And I have to do something that will most likely bring more condemnation down on my head. I will report on the day when the dust settles. Blessings on you all.
Great news about the money! That really had you in a spin. I suggest talking to your pastor about feeling condemned (you don't have to give details) because I have always been taught that the Spirit convicts justly but the other guy condemns unfairly. Would love to know what he thinks. Maybe we can become friends? I will leave the ball in your court there. Take your time to decide. I am not the most reliable poster to say the least.
I usually don't mention a non-secular view so I hope this doesn't cause an issue to other board members.