I went to work today - and work went well. I worked fast
and efficiently - got a lot done. Left on a high note.
I came home and changed and made a meal. Then went for a walk
to the coffee shop - took some pictures along the way. Stopped by
the Ralphs (market) and bank on the way walking back.
I felt the focus and the inspiration to go for that walk again, as I did yesterday,
not just to get some exercise but to be around people. I wanted to do that - and
it was a fruitful thing to do.
Now that I came back home, I am finding it harder and harder to find things to keep
doing. What I mean by that is that, I don't want to watch tv. It's boring and it's passive -
not really 'about' what I want to do. What is it that I want to do?? I find myself in one
of these super indicisive states - and my mind is kind of torturing me a bit with invasive,
Does this happen to anyone else??
It's not a new phenomenon for me - but in the spirit of trying to grow and be more effective
about life - it has me struggling kind of - but not too badly - after a swift and good morning.
I think perhaps it's part of the "whole pizza pie" of what it means to be me.
I'd like to offer more to the world than just hanging low after work.
Anyways, it's possibly something to overcome.
tYou may have to scroll down a bit to see all of it. I tried to make it small but still big enough to see. The cruise ships clear out at night and then there are activities in Mallory Square in the evenings. The Gulf of Mexico is BEAUTIFUL. Atlantic Ocean not so much. Depression uhmm what's that thank God it is looking up.
Does anyone else exercise on a regular basis? I go to the gym about 5 times a week. I have found this greatly improves my mood, gives me energy and reduces my suicidal ideations.