Bipolar Disorder Support Group

Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

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HannaHana 07/07/2009

Do you ever get that feeling that you're just....not right?

I feel in a haze, like everything is a dream. I feel like a big episode is coming on but I don't know which way it'll go.

What to do? What to do?

deleted_user 07/07/2009

I've always liked the word fucktard myself. Covers the pain in the butt people I run into. but then again TG your word is close to fanfuckingtastic which is another favorite.

seriously though Hanna, I'm sorry you're feeling so low. Maybe a good cry might help let it out some until the pdoc calls back....

deleted_user 07/07/2009

I really wish I was clever and could make you smile if even for a minute. If anyone here has any good ideas to do that please bring it on.....

deleted_user 07/07/2009

i feel that way when i'm cycling and i really don't know which way i'm going to go

Shelly4 07/07/2009

Well, I swear it is those little "gremlins" in my brain with axes and hammers fckn with my nerve endings. Have you seen the "Twilight Zone" movie about the little creepy guy on the wing of a plane busting up the engines? He drives a guy mad that see's him but noone else does........I swear it is like that and I always think of that movie when I feel in a fog or like I am loosing it. Honestly, I get that way mostly when I am over medicated or on the wrong meds. I hope your pdoc calls soon sweetie and has an answer for you. Hugs

bizzarroworld 07/08/2009

dosen't everybody...

bizzarroworld 07/08/2009

doesn't everybody

deleted_user 07/08/2009

i like the word "asslick" for folks who piss me off while driving or whatever.

i sure am sorry you are having a rough go of it. i wish i could take it all away for you.

deleted_user 07/08/2009

Ya, all the time. It's called Mescaline.

deleted_user 07/08/2009

Mescaline is a drug,

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mescaline

deleted_user 07/08/2009

Matrix quote, duh?

jeansmind 07/08/2009

Hanna, I feel like this most of the time! My PDOC calls it Disassociation....and it happens to us because our brains are trying to protect itself from overly stressful situations.....so it shuts itself off....I dont think there is a med for it!!!! Do you????

HannaHana 07/08/2009

Yeah, my tdoc tells me that I'm very often in a disassociative state. I guess you have to be sometimes.

I'm still in a daze. My pdoc called me back yesterday and had me down my trileptal. Hopefully that works.

I'm in Maine now with my family. A nice change of scenery but I really don't feel like socializing.

jeansmind 07/08/2009

Well, try to enjoy your family and relax....hopefully your family will understand your lack of socializing, which will put you more at ease... Enjoy your trip Hanna!!!!!

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