Bipolar Disorder Support Group

Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

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Strawberrryshortcake
Strawberrryshortcake
I've newly been diagnosed and I am struggling.

I have panic attacks and extreme anxiety at night time. I wonder if that is common or if that is just me.

I often worry that I will melt down or have a mood swing or just lose it at any time. I tried to visit my family recently but went home early because I was just not feeling okay and it was really overwhelming.

I just changed my med dosage and I am not used to the sedation yet.

I am very thankful for my fianc and all of her patience with this. She has been so supportive.

Does anyone else worry about just losing it? I've been so moody and I have trouble controlling it or getting through it.
Any advice? Am I alone in this?
freenowfinally
freenowfinally
I just recently got diagnosed a year ago. And I was in hell and everybody here are awesome. Your brain isn't catching up to the situation and the body was on mars. Where the heck were I and am I coming back is it getting better. You finally get use to the sedation and the body follows. Your best friend is sleep, exercise (little walk), eating a great meal and treating yourself kindly. It is going through a lot. Help it out a bit. Come here and ask all the questions and it's ok to feel numb a bit. I hope you feel better soon.. (((Hugs)))) Welcome
beckyp
beckyp
I thought I was going to lose it tonight at work. I felt like just screaming and walking out. Haven't felt that way in a long time. It happens though.

Welcome to the group.
Strawberrryshortcake
Strawberrryshortcake
Thanks. I've really alone.
People who don't have it really don't understand and I get why, because I didn't understand before I started getting bad. But it makes it hard to be around people

I ended up crying tonight and getting really anxious.
Nester4U
Nester4U
You are never alone in this group and welcome Strawberry! There are no "dumb or 'crazy" questions so keep posting till you find the answers you need. HUGS!!
spacekat
spacekat
Greetings and salutations, strawberry. Welcome to the group. No, you are not alone in feeling like you might just lose it. I hate the feeling. It's especially bad when you're out in public. I'm so glad you have a supportive fianc. That helps much, I'm sure! HUGS!
theatrediva
theatrediva
Hey know what you mean. I have been with my fiance for 7 years. Without her I wouldnt be here today. She stiuck by me when I was up and down and all over. She remains to this day my shoulder to cry on and she gives me hope when I have none. I recently changed my meds as well and I have been extra emoitonal. Anyway I know how you feel with all the incertainty with moods and anxiety. But I am glad that you have such wonerdul support in your fiance.
Community LeaderSunCloudJD
SunCloudJD
Hi and Welcome to the board Strawberry... There's a great group of folks here
It is scary when we're first diagnosed and it can take a while to find the right meds and the right dosages
We do have a very treatable disorder though sweetie so don't despair and you will find the right treatment... Try to be patient the best you can and educate yourself
There is a ton on info about BP on the net and this is a great board to visit... big hug...xo
SensitiveHoboLady
SensitiveHoboLady
Hi and welcome! I'm sorry you're going through panic attacks right now. I have had lots of them over the years but they have gotten less frequent and I found better medication, too. It takes time. And hard work, too! This place is great. Everyone has shared so so many similar experiences and it makes you feel less alone. Welcome.
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