My boyfriend.  We date casually meaning we only get together once in awhile.  We are mostly friends.  He invited me to dinner at his place tomorrow.  He's a terrific cook.  I said yes.

Now my anxieties are through the roof.  I'm afraid he won't like how I look because I gained a little weight.  I feel guilty for leaving my son alone for the evening.  He has terrible separation anxiety.

I know when get to my boyfriend's, I will feel better.  I don't understand why I am so anxious.  I'm so glad to be seeing him.