Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
I neeeeed to cut. Its been a year and a month but now the urge is back. Strong. I slipped into a depressiond a few days ago after my pdoc lowered my depression meds. Instead of leveling out and getting better I'm getting worse. I though about suicide tonight for the first time in a long time. And now I really need to cut. I honestly haven't decided if I am going to steadfastly fight the urge or just give in. I want the scissor blades on my skin so badly. I can't take this pent up pain and anger. I just want to say fuck it and give up on everything.
Call your Pdoc and fill them in .A med tweak is probably all is needed.All the things you are feeling are textbook things that can be easily fixed by finding the right dose of the right meds.That is easier said than done but still it beats the alternative.Let us know what you find out.:)