hey Dee... sorry you are struggling.... wanna talk about it or want some distraction?

I was just gonna sign out when I saw this Dee. Cannot turn my back or tap a key against a friend in need. Do have to rush but just a quick hug (((BBH))) and some love'n. 'n maybe I can find something to inspire you in the audio file....back in a jiff.

Hope you get a "little" something from this Dee.

Gravity / http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n8cLPlepOc0

Dee...What's wrong? Are you okay? I am almost done with my break, and my boss wants to tell us all something, so I can't talk now, but send me a PM, and I'll get RIGHT back with you after work!!!!

Love you!!! XOXOXO

See your doc and give yourself a pep talk about how things will change for the better. We can only get so down before we have to go back up.

Hi Dee**hugs**

Am here for you too if you want to chat a bit....so sorry you are struggling....try to tell yourself it will pass this is only a temporary feeling.

I was feeling the same way just yesterday and today is better....I know that doesn't help much but I wanted to tell you it will pass.

Love you!!
oxox

Hugs.

i just NEED all this med changing shit to stop, i NEED to sleep when i dont i get suicidal i was just at the doctor yesterday telling him this. Then there is all the outside shit to go along with it i feel like im gonna crack!

Thank you all

do you have anything to help you sleep Dee?

what did the doc say when you told him all this y'day?

I'm with you on the med changes... it's making me ill too :(

(((((BIG HUG)))))

This will pass! Life is what happens between episodes.....

Hold on, keep posting - we care!

Your in my prayers and hoping peace and comfort ASAP! and of course that meds settle and quit playing...

he took me off of trazodone & put me back on 200mg of seroquel , like are you kidding me, like that is gonna make me sleep, but i thought no he is the doctor so maybe it will work, HA! What a joke. SO i called him just now, he is not in talk to a nurse she said up the dose of seroquel to 300mg, gave me a number so in the middle of the night i start going 'mad' again i can call. So i will can my doctor tomorrow, after we see what happens tonight......

Sorry it's feeling tough right now... hope the med change can help some. Glad you contacted the doc.. rather, his nurse? Thats a good thing... I hope that the med dosage change helps...
Here's hoping for a good night's rest... take care

So sorry Dee......I'm home now if you wanna talk about it privately at all. I had Ambien added a couple of weeks ago, and I have been weepy and soooo irritable lately. I called the pharmacist, and he reminded me that sleeping pills are depressants, so they can make depressions worse, but I don't know about the agitation. It's helping me GET to sleep, but I'm still not sleeping through the night.

I called my pdoc, and no one's returned my call yet. *sigh*

I hope your meds work okay for you tonight. xoxox

I'm so sorry you're going through such a rough time sweetie.. I hope the increase in Seroquel will help you
Great big squishy hug for you...xoxo

I too am having some medication issues and am just exhausted with the effort it all takes...but we just gotta hang in there and hold on...things will get better. Keep calling...and do what you need to do for yourself. Be your own advocate. Good luck. Feel better soon. :)

Glad you're reaching out here.

ill tell u i know how u feel. that feeling of impending doom. i dont know that im bp but i get very high highs and very low lows. i take 40mg fluoxetine. it was 20 til last fall. i couldnt snap out of it. i had to have him double it. i have hep c and i did 48wks treatment 2009-2010(i still have side effects). i had to do shots and pills( it failed, odds 50/50). i got insomnia and i couldnt sleep for about 3wks. he gave me ambien and it didnt do anything. my thoughts just raced when i tried to sleep. i wasnt suicidal i was homicidal. combine that with the pills i had to take. riboviren. and one of the guys at work is aware enough to mention that he wondered if i was having anger problems from one of the drugs? sure enough, when i researched it i found "ribo rage" they had a fucking name for the side effect. anyway my doc gave me clonazepam and Thank God it worked. no wonder i prefer the meds u smoke. poison