Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
I have these dark thoughts especially when I'm very depressed. The thoughts are why don't I get to die when so many of all ages do. I feel bad for these people and wish I could trade places with them. I know not everyone here subscrides to the same faith. I think maybe God doesn't want me in the afterlife because I'm bothersome or something. Sometimes I don't understand why so many have been shot, been in an accident, were very sick or some other tragedy and I remain here. Surely God knows how much I'm suffering and want it to stop. I pray all the time for others or myself. I thank God for things. I just don't understand why I'm kept here to suffer.
I'm not going to hurt myself. I just sharing something I'm experiencing.
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Hey All...I hope that you have a lovely, peaceful beginning of your weekI have a bunch of chores that need doing but may put them off til tomorrow and just hang out with my landlord/roomie todayWhat about you?...Anything special going on?Have a great day and take good care of you!!..Xo
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Once again I've had a fever today. I'm not going to the hospital because that's a huge waste of time but I did schedule a dr appointment for Wednesday afternoon.
