Sorry I haven't been around for awhile.  I've dealing with fatigue.  My son's grandma blood sugar got really low and went to the hospital over a week ago.  We're not sure what happened but she's feeling a little better but they have her at a nursing home for 6 weeks while she recovers.  She's had to do this before when she had her colostomy operation a few years ago.  I spoke to her yesterday and asked me if I can bring her home when she is released.  I told her, "Yes".  I'll have to remeber how to get there because it was hard to find even with Google maps.

So you can see I'm still experiencing a lot of stress.  Of course depression has hit me like a truck.  I don't really have anyone to comfort me nearby.  I get scared and cry easily.  It's hard for me to do stuff when I feel like this.  I'm tired of depression sneaking up on me.  I know it will happen.  It's just that I don't when.  I can feel fine one day and horrible the next.  I know this is nothing new to all of you.

I've been looking for another job but not with the effort would of normaly gave it.  It's one those things that makes me anxious.  I want to buy a modest house for my son and me.  It sounds like a stressful process but it's something I wanted for a long time.  Since there's so many programs for low income people who want to buy, maybe I could find on that could help me accoplish my dream of home ownership.  That's one of the reasons I want a job.

The world becomes a tougher place as time goes on.